AcademiC awardz day!!!! 28/3/09

''hey gal..thiz outfit can't be wear...u should wear more formal..'' requested one of my teacher thre in skull...as i arrived thre..

n so,,sooner i drove back n dressed up formally..my workin uniform...''guess it.. no choice...no mood!! haiz,,,,,,,urghhhhh.....de damn tingz...cz i'm running out of time...since de event adi started..

Return back!! its time 2 step in the hall nw....all of the teachers thre were stunt staring at mi....hehe

''are u de student named hueyzi??'' u looks different Gal!!! den i heard a voice exclaiming...'' u looks pretty le...'' u changed alots..///haha

even my form teacher did notice it...i'm gald at de moment!! yea..n one of my junior thre askin wad u doin nw??erm yeap..i'm workin part-time nw at jj...i replied''...r u dating???urghhh.....no!!

after de ceremony over..di.....my frenz n i bout 5 ppl went to lunch..n i fetch them..plus they urging mi 2 treat them..so i do..bout rm40++...

urgghh..den it comes de time 2 work..n i'm late of it........i reached thre bout 1.40pm..lately ofcz,,,,late comers!! a day taz went wrong

'' a day with u..........''

bored day AGAIN""

reli few customer came 2day..no choice..now's weekdayz..wad2 do//..

my frenz and i took quite lots or suppose 2b really lots??

hahha..

over 40picz i counted... incredible hor...hehe..jz too bored wad would i say!!

n went 2 bought contact lenses at optical thre..during my break time...n my sight power increased...''haiz..worth bought rm240!! quite lots hey.....my expenses..i nid2 buy my desirable shirts n high-heel shoes more,,,hopefully thre's enough money left 2 foot the bills...

YOU will finD a BETTER of ME...............'''

Gabriella
I gotta say what's on my mind
Something about us
doesn't seem right these days
life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the plan
is always rearranged
It's so hard to say
But I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok..
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own way
Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up
and I watch them fall everytime
Another color turns to grey
and it's just too hard to watch it all
slowly fade away
I'm leaving today 'cause I've
gotta do what's best for me
you'll be ok..
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own way
Troy
What about us?
What about everything we've been through?
Gabriella
What about trust?
Troy
You know I never wanted to hurt you
Gabriella
And what about me?
Troy
What am I supposed to do?
Gabriella
I gotta leave
Troy and Gabriella
but ill miss you
Gabriella
So I've got to move on and be who I am
Troy
Why do you have to go?
Gabriella
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
Troy
I'm trying to understand
Gabriella
We might find our place
in this world someday
but at least for now
Troy
I want you to stay
Gabriella
I wanna go my own way
I've got to move on and be who I am
Troy
What about us?
Gabriella
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
Troy
I'm trying to understand
Gabriella
We might find our place in this
world someday
but at least for now
I gotta go my own way
I gotta go my own way
I gotta go my own way!!!!

Don't wait for mi.............

n sorry if i reli hurt u....................

cz i don't deserve to..........................

dun wanna 2 hurt u.....plz forgiv my selfishness....

''U"ll FIND a better OF ME""

WhaT meanz ''a day without U'' ???????..................

BAD DAY lyrics by daniel powter''

Where is the moment we needed the mostYou kick up the leaves and the magic is lostThey tell me your blue skies fade to grayThey tell me your passion's gone awayAnd I don't need no carryin' onYou stand in the line just to hit a new lowYou're faking a smile with the coffee you goYou tell me your life's been way off lineYou're falling to pieces every timeAnd I don't need no carryin' onBecause you had a bad dayYou're taking one downYou sing a sad song just to turn it aroundYou say you don't knowYou tell me don't lieYou work at a smile and you go for a rideYou had a bad dayThe camera don't lieYou're coming back down and you really don't mindYou had a bad dayYou had a bad dayWill you need a blue sky holiday?The point is they laugh at what you sayAnd I don't need no carryin' onYou had a bad dayYou're taking one downYou sing a sad song just to turn it aroundYou say you don't knowYou tell me don't lieYou work at a smile and you go for a rideYou had a bad dayThe camera don't lieYou're coming back down and you really don't mindYou had a bad day(Oooh.. a holiday..)Sometimes the system goes on the blinkAnd the whole thing turns out wrongYou might not make it back and you knowThat you could be well oh that strongAnd I'm not wrong(yeah...)So where is the passion when you need it the mostOh you and IYou kick up the leaves and the magic is lostCause you had a bad dayYou're taking one downYou sing a sad song just to turn it aroundYou say you don't knowYou tell me don't lieYou work at a smile and you go for a rideYou had a bad dayYou've seen what you likeAnd how does it feel for one more timeYou had a bad dayYou had a bad day

cz i don't nid u anymore...i'll be independant without u by my side...should i love u???fate..................................................

WHERE IS MY HEART BEAT NOW>>>>......................

LOves doesn't come easy to mi..............................''

MY BEAUTIFUL SOUL'''

I don't want another pretty faceI don't want just anyone to holdI don't want my love to go to waste I want you and your beautiful soulYou're the one I wanna chase You're the one I wanna holdI wont let another minute go to waste I want you and your beautiful soulI know that you are something special To you I'd be always faithfulI want to be what you always needed Then I hope you'll see the heart in me I don't want another pretty faceI don't want just anyone to holdI don't want my love to go to waste I want you and your beautiful soulYou're the one I wanna chase You're the one I wanna holdI wont let another minute go to waste I want you and your beautiful soulYour beautiful soul, yeahYou might need time to think it overBut im just fine moving forwardI'll ease your mind If you give me the chanceI will never make you cry c`mon lets tryI don't want another pretty faceI don't want just anyone to holdI don't want my love to go to waste I want you and your beautiful soulYou're the one I wanna chase You're the one I wanna holdI wont let another minute go to waste I want you and your beautiful soulAm I crazy for wanting youBaby do you think you could want me too I don't wanna waste your timeDo you see things the way I do I just wanna know if you feel it tooThere is nothing left to hide...

my FINAL decision..........'''

Tarcollege FINALLY!!!!!
haiz.,, but mine intake is in may...
today ppl came in droves on de open day in tarc's campus...headache on which course 2take...
AccountinG..taz it''''



wish me gud luck 4 taz...!!! my future...................


thz,.,,,thz..thz






LOVES..............................................>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>''

iF i were a boy lyrics.........by beyonce''

If I were a boy, even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning and throw on what I wanted and go
Drink beer with the guys, and chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted and I'd never get confronted for it
Cause they stick up for me
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
If I were a boy, I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken so they think that I was sleeping alone
I'd put myself first and make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she'd be faithful, waiting for me to come home
To come home
If I were a boy
I think I could understand, oh-oh-oohh-oh
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake, think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You got it wrong
But you're just a boy
And you don't understand (yea, you don't understand, oh!)
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Because you've taken her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy !

satisfaction?????????????

today'z reli pathetic!!!!!!!!
a bored day again...........few customer enter our shop today...jz lookin around..tryin those clothes howeva didn't buy aso...Don't waste my TIME!!!!
haiz..

after much consideration, i'm deciding 2 go to hict college sooner.. its better not to stay at hostel..my mum's rite...as de old saying goes....''Older people have tasted more salt''.......thankz mum

time passed rapidly..in a blink of an eye..everytingz changed..life changed..people changed...
its part of life!!!!!!!!!!
APPRECIATION!!!!!!!!!!
worth enough than everytingz............


Loves........lOves.......loVes....lovEs....loveS................................................''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''
should i rely on u?????????
loves should be equally rite???????
love INFATUATION???????

u are a pillar to me??????????


tell her lyrics..by jesse mccartney

I know how it feelsTo wake up without herLying here all aloneJust thinking about her
I can't believeHer hold on meIt's something indescribableI know she knowsBut won't you please
[Chorus:]If you see my girlJust tell her I miss her smileTell her I'm counting the minutesGonna see her in a little whileI know when sheHolds on to meShe's the one thing that I could never live withoutOh, oh, oh, ohAnd tell her I love her
Oh yeah, just tell her I love herThe way that she movesYou know what it does to meAnd when I catch her eyeI can hardly breathe
Still can't believeHer hold on meShe's just so indescribableI know she knowsBut won't you please, please
[Chorus]
Every time that I'm around herI just go to pieces crashing tumbling to the groundI'm so glad I found herI know how it feels
[Chorus]
Oh yeah, just tell her I love her

Love Paradise...........................''' unquoted

haiz,,,a tiring day..i went my cousin's house tonite..havin bbQ...wow,,its so hot.. luckilly i request my mum to grill it for mi,...hehe...den thre's lots ppl comin,,,chatting lots..n meeting my relatives they all...wow...n they said u changed lots gal...hehe

Just so you KNOE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm Not Missing You lyrics by Stacie Oh, Oh I'm not missing youBeen through just about everything that I could go throughWhen it comes to relationshipsDon't know what I was missing or why I ain't listenWhen I told myself that was itNow here I go, hurt againCause of my curiosityNow that its overWhat else could it be he just had to cheatI made a promise never to settleWhy didn't I keep it?'Cause I hated the heartbreakCrying and cheating, the fooling around[Chorus:](But) I'm not missing youI'm not going through the motionsWaiting and hoping you call meI'm not missing youYou might have had me openBut I must be going becauseI got life to doI know I'm usually hanging onI used to hate to see you goneBut this time its differentI don't even feel the distanceI'm not missingI'm not missing youIts a shame in a way causeI feel that I may not ever find the right one for meDid I leave him, is he right in front of my face ohWill my true love ever be?Why would I go on a search againWhen I know what the end will beWhat good is love when it keeps on hurting me?I made a promise never to settleWhy didn't I keep it?'Cause I hated the heartbreakCrying and cheating, the fooling around[Chorus x2]No I can't be with youCause I'm scared felt like I was falling when you left meI can't keep going through lifeUnaware of what I missedAnd the person I could beLove's good when its rightAnd when it's left in your memoryAll the times I let you downI guess love will be nice for someone else's life[Chorus](But) I'm not missing youI'm not going through the motionsWaiting and hoping you call me(I'm not missing you)You might have had me openBut I must be going because(I got life to do)I know I'm usually hanging onI used to hate to see you gone(I used to hate it)Oh different, oh see the distanceI'm not missingI'm not missing youI'm not going through the motionsWaiting and hoping you call me (knockin' at my door)You might have had me openBut I must be going becauseI know I'm usually hanging onI used to hate to see you goneOh different, feel the distanceI'm not missingI'm not missing youI'm not missingI'm not missing you(yeah, oooh)I'm not missing you (oh baby)I'm not missing you

Insurmountable????

Life's like taz...everytingz like taz..loves like taz???

Should i love???should i listen2 u??wadz goin on!!
will u leave me??
issit worth i'm in love wif u??
issit worth u lovin me??

the turbulence within me quells....

Leona Lewis Better in Time Lyrics:It's been the longest winter without you, I didn't know where to turn to. See, somehow I can't forget you, After all that we've been through. Going, coming... thought I heard a knock Who's there? No one Thinking that I deserve it Now I realize that I really didn't, Nooo If you didn't notice, boy, you mean everything. Quickly I'm learning to love again, All I know is I'm gon' be okay [Chorus:] Thought I couldn't live without you It's gonna hurt when it heals too, ooh yeah (It'll all get better in time) And even though I really love you, I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to It'll all get better in time How could I could I turn on the TV, Without something that'll remind me Was it all that easy? To just put aside your feelings. If I'm dreaming, don't wanna lie, Hurt my feelings [ Find more Lyrics on www.mp3lyrics.org/Pb ]But that's the path I believe in, And I know that time will heal it If you didn't notice, well You mean everything. Quickly I'm learning to love again, All I know is I'm gon' be okay [Chorus:] Thought I couldn't live without you It's gonna hurt when it heals too, ooh yeah (It'll all get better in time) And even though I really love you, I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to, ooooooh It'll all get better in time Since there's no more you and me (no more you and me) It's time I let you go so I can be free And live my life how it should be. No matter how hard it is, I'll be fine without you, Yes I will.